I am so emotional today

I think it is because I will soon be off my monthly visit... from mother nature. I do not like being emotional the smallest things make me cry. I want to cry right now :( I started to cry on our way to lunch because we had to stop for traffic due to a funeral. It made me sad at the thought that someone had lost a loved one. I know I do not even know the person but it made me really sad. I am sad because I want this day to be over so I can spend sometime alone with Brandon. We have been so busy..oh dear here come the tears. We have not had time to just hang out by our selves, we were going to take a trip to Mexico in May but we will not be able to because it will be the end of our review periods. Being absent for a week really puts a dent to my performance!!! We have a date planned this weekend and I am looking forward to it will all my heart. He was sick this weekend and I was sick the weekend before that. I am also very sad because one our Elder's got resigned to another location :( Elder Craig is the best and I loved having him over and cooking delicious meals and hearing his stories :) It is so good to have the Elder's over because you can always feel the spirit, and it is the best feeling in the world. I could be having a really bad day but I would look forward to having the Elder's over :) He is coming down to visit this Saturday and I will be making Tamales for him... :) I know almost summer time and I am feeding him tamales... LOL. Ok, I think I will get back to work again before I start to cry again